Mind that flutters

The mind that doesn't hold still

Brings the body to rest.

It can't raise the head to catch sunlight

Nor walk to the park

To behold children

Wrapped in bundles of joy

Aware of the secrets of life.

The mind makes the eyes

that look back in the mirror the enemy

And praise the ones that demean

Sometimes with their gaze

And sometimes with a phrase.

The mind flutters in the dark

But not as a butterfly.

As the Venus fly trap

That crushes the wings of hope.

You no longer know

How to bear

Weights that once lightened you.

Separate a lie from truth

Imagination is dead

What remain are loops of thoughts

That do not serve you.

The mind feels heavy

It too is tired

From the life it leads

But gallops away

when you hold the reins

For it no longer serves you.

You do not see eye to eye

Only carry on

Fighting invisible ghosts

And a lifeless past

In fear of change

To accept the future

That could save you.

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